1 00:00:14,560 --> 00:00:17,040 We haven't partied since forever! 2 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:20,600 It was the best gift. Apart from the cake, which was great. 3 00:00:20,680 --> 00:00:22,480 No sugar from now, though. 4 00:00:22,560 --> 00:00:23,680 I know. 5 00:00:25,080 --> 00:00:27,040 I'm wishing the kids good night. 6 00:01:08,680 --> 00:01:10,000 Dr. Fanti. 7 00:01:11,320 --> 00:01:12,360 Have a seat. 8 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:13,800 I would've called you in a bit. 9 00:01:14,480 --> 00:01:15,480 Where's Agnese? 10 00:01:16,800 --> 00:01:18,920 She was asked to leave as Chief Medical Officer. 11 00:01:19,520 --> 00:01:22,240 -What? -Until the investigation is open. 12 00:01:22,320 --> 00:01:24,680 I'm here to fill in for here, 13 00:01:24,760 --> 00:01:26,200 but only temporarily. 14 00:01:27,360 --> 00:01:28,840 This investigation makes no sense. 15 00:01:28,920 --> 00:01:30,480 And you're not a doctor. 16 00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:33,320 But my job is solving this kind of situations. 17 00:01:33,400 --> 00:01:34,680 Holding a candle? 18 00:01:34,760 --> 00:01:37,880 You're straightforward as they say. 19 00:01:38,880 --> 00:01:42,040 No, I'm here to preserve her role. 20 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:44,800 The hospital won't look for a new Chief Medical Officer. 21 00:01:44,880 --> 00:01:47,800 And we all believe the investigation will have no result. 22 00:01:48,520 --> 00:01:50,000 What did you choose? 23 00:01:52,480 --> 00:01:55,640 The Health Directorate is in favor of your reinstatement as chief. 24 00:01:56,360 --> 00:01:58,400 But you'll have to pass some tests 25 00:01:58,480 --> 00:02:01,200 so the hospital can assess your suitability. 26 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:05,000 Of course, it seemed too easy. 27 00:02:05,080 --> 00:02:07,760 I've been studying for months to catch up the years I lost. 28 00:02:07,840 --> 00:02:09,800 Very good. 29 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:10,920 But that's not enough. 30 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:14,640 We'll have to assess your reaction in stressful situations, 31 00:02:14,720 --> 00:02:16,440 responsibility ones as well, 32 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:19,160 the kind chiefs often find themselves in. 33 00:02:19,240 --> 00:02:21,320 -Fine. When can I start? -Wait. 34 00:02:21,400 --> 00:02:24,640 My job is to inform you of the terms as well. 35 00:02:26,520 --> 00:02:27,800 Have a seat, Fanti. 36 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:33,600 Listen. 37 00:02:33,680 --> 00:02:35,920 If you won't pass the tests, 38 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:38,120 your unfitness will be official. 39 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:41,280 Not only you won't reinstate as chief, 40 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:43,440 but you won't be a doctor. 41 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:44,800 Anymore. 42 00:02:45,720 --> 00:02:47,520 And not only at Policlinico Ambrosiano. 43 00:02:48,280 --> 00:02:49,880 Sleep over it. 44 00:02:51,760 --> 00:02:53,640 Don't answer impulsively. 45 00:02:56,520 --> 00:02:59,480 He's right, it's a decision you have to think over. 46 00:02:59,560 --> 00:03:00,880 No, it's rubbish. 47 00:03:01,880 --> 00:03:04,560 -They want to get rid of me. -They're not the point. You are. 48 00:03:04,640 --> 00:03:07,480 Are you willing to risk everything to be chief again? 49 00:03:07,560 --> 00:03:09,120 You may not succeed. 50 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:10,320 You have to consider it. 51 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:12,520 If I don't do it, my ward will fall apart. 52 00:03:12,600 --> 00:03:14,600 And you'll fall apart if you can't be a doctor. 53 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:19,320 Andrea, what are you doing here? 54 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:22,920 I wouldn't miss seeing you in scrubs again. 55 00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:27,160 I'm only sorry you ended up in this mess 56 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:28,600 and in this ward. 57 00:03:28,680 --> 00:03:30,000 Yours is better? 58 00:03:30,520 --> 00:03:33,960 At least I'm in scrubs again, even though I don't remember a lot. 59 00:03:34,840 --> 00:03:37,760 Enrico, can you assist me during the visit 60 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:39,520 for the suspect dystrophy. 61 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:41,240 Yes, I'm joining you. 62 00:03:41,320 --> 00:03:44,000 I just have to get rid of the jealous husband. 63 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:03,480 This time you have to face it differently. 64 00:04:04,800 --> 00:04:07,280 I can't bear the thought of losing you again. 65 00:04:07,360 --> 00:04:08,960 It won't happen. 66 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:10,640 I won't turn 50 anymore for sure. 67 00:04:11,920 --> 00:04:13,520 I'm joking. 68 00:04:14,800 --> 00:04:16,960 -I promise. -No more promises. 69 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:18,440 Speak the truth. 70 00:04:18,520 --> 00:04:20,480 You don't just have diabetes. 71 00:04:20,560 --> 00:04:22,600 You have diabetes because you're ill. 72 00:04:22,680 --> 00:04:25,440 -Maybe, if we say that to-- -Alessia, that's pathetic. 73 00:04:25,520 --> 00:04:27,200 Diabetes is not the point. 74 00:04:28,840 --> 00:04:30,840 Mr. Moggi, good morning. 75 00:04:30,920 --> 00:04:32,080 -Morning. -Morning. 76 00:04:32,160 --> 00:04:33,960 Sorry to bother you. 77 00:04:34,880 --> 00:04:36,760 I can't resist the cream. 78 00:04:36,840 --> 00:04:39,720 You ate a lot of it if you have 900 of glycaemia. 79 00:04:40,760 --> 00:04:43,840 My fault. I shouldn't have given him a birthday cake. 80 00:04:43,920 --> 00:04:46,560 And I shouldn't have left the leftovers in the fridge. 81 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:48,760 There are fake birthday cakes. 82 00:04:48,840 --> 00:04:51,360 And there are no sugar sweets. 83 00:04:52,120 --> 00:04:53,560 Unfortunately. 84 00:04:53,640 --> 00:04:56,600 No, but I'll only eat that kind. 85 00:04:56,680 --> 00:04:58,840 No worries, we'll get you back in shape. 86 00:04:58,920 --> 00:05:00,640 Until next time. 87 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:03,560 No, there mustn't be a next time. 88 00:05:03,640 --> 00:05:05,000 This has to be clear. 89 00:05:05,080 --> 00:05:06,320 It could be the last. 90 00:05:06,920 --> 00:05:09,280 Of course. As my wife said, 91 00:05:09,960 --> 00:05:10,840 CHALLENGES 92 00:05:10,920 --> 00:05:14,040 -there won't be one. -The patient was in hyperosmolar coma. 93 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:15,920 In the ER they saved him by a hair, 94 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:18,400 and they rehydrated him, but he still has high glycaemia. 95 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:20,720 His name is Carmine Moggi, he's 50, 96 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:22,240 has diabetes for a while now 97 00:05:22,320 --> 00:05:25,200 and he's at risk because he went in hyperosmolar coma several times. 98 00:05:25,280 --> 00:05:28,560 Keep hydrating him and add insulin when potassium hits 3.3. 99 00:05:28,640 --> 00:05:30,960 As soon as glycaemia settles down, send him home. 100 00:05:31,040 --> 00:05:34,960 We should rather try to understand why he has a history of coma relapses. 101 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:36,360 He doesn't eat as he should. 102 00:05:36,440 --> 00:05:40,160 You also have to request a suitable special diet. 103 00:05:41,920 --> 00:05:44,080 You're here to work or just waiting to leave? 104 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:48,480 I'll take care of the diet. 105 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:54,360 You're sadist. 106 00:05:54,440 --> 00:05:56,760 I always said you should be chief. 107 00:05:56,840 --> 00:05:57,760 No offense. 108 00:05:57,840 --> 00:06:00,080 None taken. I like Giulia's style. 109 00:06:05,920 --> 00:06:08,840 Could you avoid getting me in the way of your personal matters? 110 00:06:10,320 --> 00:06:11,600 You're right. Sorry. 111 00:06:11,680 --> 00:06:15,160 If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have to make a difficult choice. 112 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:22,880 You offered me the chief role, 113 00:06:22,960 --> 00:06:25,960 and I wouldn't have accepted if I had known Fanti was my opponent. 114 00:06:26,040 --> 00:06:28,640 We didn't expect him to ask for a reinstatement. 115 00:06:29,280 --> 00:06:31,000 And nobody's asking you to compete. 116 00:06:31,080 --> 00:06:33,800 But I have to prove I'm more suitable than him. 117 00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:35,560 Actually, no. 118 00:06:35,640 --> 00:06:39,360 If he passes the test, the role is his regardless. 119 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:47,160 -However-- -What? 120 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:50,680 Maybe Fanti won't confirm his choice. 121 00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:54,760 And my ward conversion proposal? 122 00:06:56,200 --> 00:06:58,960 -I was about to ask for quotes. -Do it. 123 00:06:59,040 --> 00:07:02,680 Until there's Fanti, we won't be able to consider it. 124 00:07:03,480 --> 00:07:05,760 But I believe you can make it. 125 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:09,720 Now excuse me, I have to resume the doctors' reports 126 00:07:09,800 --> 00:07:11,760 for the investigation about the pandemic. 127 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:13,880 You can attend the interviews for her ward. 128 00:07:15,040 --> 00:07:17,840 You're still leading it, am I right? 129 00:07:19,240 --> 00:07:20,280 CHIEF MEDICAL OFFICER 130 00:07:20,360 --> 00:07:21,880 At first I was intubated, 131 00:07:22,680 --> 00:07:24,960 and I've been so for two weeks. 132 00:07:25,040 --> 00:07:29,280 The first who noticed that was COVID, when it wasn't called like that, 133 00:07:29,360 --> 00:07:30,320 was Fanti. 134 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:33,000 Were you the first to be infected in the ward? 135 00:07:37,160 --> 00:07:38,840 Is it a difficult question? 136 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:42,640 We have to reconstruct what happened and compare it with the records. 137 00:07:43,960 --> 00:07:44,800 Yes. 138 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:46,600 It was me. 139 00:07:58,920 --> 00:08:01,640 I'll take care of her. You go to the one in room 3. 140 00:08:02,760 --> 00:08:05,360 If you're calling numbers, we're fucked. 141 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:09,520 We have the face shields, they're in the locker room. 142 00:08:09,600 --> 00:08:12,120 And the tests as well, we have to take them all. 143 00:08:14,400 --> 00:08:15,960 She woke up, Doc. 144 00:08:16,040 --> 00:08:19,440 How could things go that out of hand? 145 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:21,680 That's true, but oximetry was very low. 146 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:25,920 We don't know a lot about this virus, but what's clear is that it's a beast. 147 00:08:27,040 --> 00:08:28,400 She's strong. She'll make it. 148 00:08:29,640 --> 00:08:30,720 Listen. 149 00:08:31,520 --> 00:08:34,280 Now we need you for other patients too. 150 00:08:34,360 --> 00:08:35,520 Okay? 151 00:08:44,640 --> 00:08:48,080 Doc, we have two patients in ICU and three in every SICU. 152 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:49,560 It's 25 patients total. 153 00:08:49,640 --> 00:08:52,640 I recorded 30 hospitalizations and requests are doubling every hour. 154 00:08:52,720 --> 00:08:55,760 Let's make two ventilators out of one. 155 00:08:55,840 --> 00:08:57,840 Patients in SICU will sustain it. 156 00:08:57,920 --> 00:08:59,160 Okay, but we need beds. 157 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:01,160 I'm telling Agnese and calling technicians. 158 00:09:08,640 --> 00:09:11,160 She needs oxygen, but there are no vacancies. 159 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:13,000 Alba! 160 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:15,320 -Where are the O-tanks? -All gone. 161 00:09:15,400 --> 00:09:16,840 To the ICU. There's an empty bed. 162 00:09:16,920 --> 00:09:18,600 No, Andrea, we can't. 163 00:09:19,320 --> 00:09:20,560 Go, turn. 164 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:21,680 Your way. 165 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:24,840 -Dr. Valenti? -You heard from your mother? 166 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:27,840 -No, why? -I guessed it. 167 00:09:27,920 --> 00:09:29,240 She's at home with COVID. 168 00:09:29,320 --> 00:09:30,360 Call her. 169 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:34,360 We must preserve beds for who has more chances. 170 00:09:34,440 --> 00:09:37,320 That's not the case of a 80-years-old with pre-existing conditions. 171 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:39,920 Sorry. I wouldn't have given her the last spot in the ICU. 172 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:41,360 That's unacceptable. 173 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:43,720 We can't decide who lives and who dies. 174 00:09:43,800 --> 00:09:47,600 We have to admit everybody until we have doctors, beds and oxygen. 175 00:09:47,680 --> 00:09:51,280 What would we do if another Giulia, another pregnant woman, comes in? 176 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:54,840 -You're not thinking straight! -I'm the only who thinks straight! 177 00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:58,800 It's a war. We'll have to do things we never did, that never happened to us. 178 00:09:58,880 --> 00:10:01,440 Since I'm the highest ranking doctor, I decide. 179 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:03,200 You don't really think it. 180 00:10:03,280 --> 00:10:04,960 You're not that kind of doctor. 181 00:10:09,360 --> 00:10:13,200 Maybe you're not that straightforward. Your eyes are red. Are you feeling well? 182 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:16,120 -Yes. -You got fever? 183 00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:18,640 Yes, since three days. 184 00:10:18,720 --> 00:10:21,120 And you got tested? 185 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:23,480 What? Giulia may have infected you. 186 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:29,080 I can't believe it. 187 00:10:29,960 --> 00:10:31,960 And if it was me who infected her? 188 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:36,480 If it was me who brought the virus in? 189 00:10:36,560 --> 00:10:37,840 Go get tested! 190 00:10:37,920 --> 00:10:39,840 What do we do, if I'm positive? 191 00:10:39,920 --> 00:10:42,840 You go home and get well ASAP. 192 00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:46,480 You did everything in good faith, no? 193 00:10:46,560 --> 00:10:48,280 Okay, then go. 194 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:52,520 Teresa, can you have him tested, please? 195 00:11:00,720 --> 00:11:01,840 Doc. 196 00:11:02,520 --> 00:11:04,200 Can you call my mother, please? 197 00:11:04,280 --> 00:11:05,760 -Why? -She has COVID. 198 00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:14,760 I have 94. Not that serious. 199 00:11:14,840 --> 00:11:16,440 But you also have fever and cough. 200 00:11:16,520 --> 00:11:17,840 Andrea, I have COVID. 201 00:11:17,920 --> 00:11:20,200 I'll have your lungs scanned at home. 202 00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:22,200 You are the patient, now. 203 00:11:22,800 --> 00:11:24,960 I know it's hard, but you'll get used to. 204 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:31,240 She knows what she does, but I'd double check her. 205 00:11:31,320 --> 00:11:32,640 Can I go? 206 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:34,600 Lazzarini is positive. I sent him home. 207 00:11:34,680 --> 00:11:36,320 We need back up. 208 00:11:40,680 --> 00:11:43,400 In the meantime, we have six beds and oxygen splitters. 209 00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:45,040 What are you doing here, Caro? 210 00:11:45,120 --> 00:11:47,600 I've been assigned to this ward. 211 00:11:49,240 --> 00:11:51,120 Tops of the class join the critical wards. 212 00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:52,480 They really did that? 213 00:11:52,560 --> 00:11:55,600 They qualified recent graduates with no internship or test passed? 214 00:11:57,760 --> 00:12:01,400 Everything's ready. We can enter and exit the COVID area though there. 215 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:03,840 Great. Explain the procedures to Carolina. 216 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:06,280 Provide her with PPEs and show her the ward. 217 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:07,720 She's now one of us. 218 00:12:07,800 --> 00:12:08,680 Okay. 219 00:12:17,560 --> 00:12:19,560 I'd go at my mother's. 220 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:21,160 I'll come back ASAP. 221 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:22,400 Okay. 222 00:12:23,400 --> 00:12:26,680 -What's happening? -Martelli has COVID too. 223 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:30,600 I'll look for other beds. 224 00:12:31,440 --> 00:12:34,440 Since you're making decisions, always do that. 225 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,400 I don't care you're just an assistant. 226 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:39,480 Without Lazzarini and Giordano, you're responsible for the ward. 227 00:12:48,680 --> 00:12:50,240 There were few of us. 228 00:12:50,320 --> 00:12:56,600 In less than 48 hours we ended up shorter of three doctors and four nurses. 229 00:12:56,680 --> 00:13:00,800 And who was making choices, with no chief or attendings? 230 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:05,640 We didn't have time for that. 231 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:07,960 We had to act. 232 00:13:08,560 --> 00:13:09,600 There was Fanti. 233 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:12,880 I'm guessing he never backed down. 234 00:13:15,280 --> 00:13:18,360 Each one of us was responsible for their choices. 235 00:13:18,440 --> 00:13:20,880 Dr. Fanti's only merit 236 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:23,080 was to encourage us to do so. 237 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:27,160 Good. Thanks. 238 00:13:37,840 --> 00:13:38,680 Hi. 239 00:13:38,760 --> 00:13:42,120 Sorry to be a party pooper, but visiting hours are over. 240 00:13:42,200 --> 00:13:43,560 Bye, Dad. Behave yourself. 241 00:13:43,640 --> 00:13:45,320 It's going to be easy, here. 242 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:46,720 I know you. 243 00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:50,320 You're capable of going to the cafeteria with the IV on. 244 00:13:51,840 --> 00:13:53,680 -Bye, Dad. -Bye, Edo. 245 00:13:53,760 --> 00:13:55,160 -Bye, honey. -Bye. 246 00:13:56,480 --> 00:13:58,560 -See you tomorrow. -See you. 247 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,880 -You have a beautiful family. -I know. They're my life. 248 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:09,640 Then you have to do anything to keep them close. 249 00:14:10,680 --> 00:14:11,800 Listen-- 250 00:14:13,200 --> 00:14:16,880 Your parameters are getting stable. Later we'll boost the insulin. 251 00:14:16,960 --> 00:14:20,800 You'll go home soon, and then it'll be up to you and you only. 252 00:14:20,880 --> 00:14:21,760 You have to decide 253 00:14:21,840 --> 00:14:25,120 to control your diet for good 254 00:14:25,200 --> 00:14:27,920 and exercise. Can you do it? 255 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:30,680 'Cause your wife seemed a little scared. 256 00:14:30,760 --> 00:14:32,800 Yeah, I've done it several times. 257 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:35,000 I even lost 25 kilos, once. 258 00:14:35,080 --> 00:14:36,040 Several times? 259 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:38,200 Yes. The problem is that then I gain weight again. 260 00:14:38,280 --> 00:14:40,760 No, if you gain weight is because you don't follow the diet. 261 00:14:40,840 --> 00:14:44,800 You have to understand that this could be your last chance. 262 00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:48,520 I play dumb, 263 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:49,880 but I'm not such. 264 00:14:49,960 --> 00:14:52,840 I completely understand the situation I'm in. 265 00:14:53,960 --> 00:14:55,960 And I'm not looking to die. 266 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:58,200 I don't want to leave my family alone. 267 00:14:58,280 --> 00:15:00,360 I can do anything, for them. 268 00:15:02,760 --> 00:15:05,600 Even undergoing such a humiliation. 269 00:15:08,800 --> 00:15:09,800 Dear God. 270 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:12,720 Enjoy, then. 271 00:15:12,800 --> 00:15:13,960 Thanks. 272 00:15:22,800 --> 00:15:24,000 You're not coming? 273 00:15:24,720 --> 00:15:27,400 -Yes. -You've been working since this morning. 274 00:15:27,480 --> 00:15:30,480 Relax. I have some dailies to check, this one to drink and I'm done. 275 00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:34,120 We're not in emergency anymore, you can't keep going on like that. 276 00:15:34,200 --> 00:15:35,960 Or you head will explode. 277 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:38,880 Caro, don't worry. I'm done. 278 00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:40,920 You almost done? 279 00:15:41,880 --> 00:15:42,720 Yes! 280 00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:56,680 Ehi! 281 00:15:57,520 --> 00:15:58,920 Always at the hospital? 282 00:15:59,000 --> 00:16:02,240 -You started in the morning, didn't you? -Yes, they already made me notice. 283 00:16:02,320 --> 00:16:03,760 How did it go with your father? 284 00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:05,720 He forgave me. 285 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:07,480 He said he was his fault too 286 00:16:07,560 --> 00:16:09,760 because he knew who he was marrying. 287 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:12,080 Look on the bright side. 288 00:16:12,160 --> 00:16:15,840 If you had lived with your mother, maybe you wouldn't have studied Medicine 289 00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:18,200 and never met the best person in your life. 290 00:16:18,280 --> 00:16:19,400 Doc? 291 00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:22,840 I am the funny one usually, lady! 292 00:16:22,920 --> 00:16:24,800 -When are you coming back? -Soon. 293 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:29,480 I don't know exactly yet, but I still want to enjoy family time. 294 00:16:29,560 --> 00:16:31,600 And I am spending too much time here? 295 00:16:31,680 --> 00:16:32,640 What should I do? 296 00:16:32,720 --> 00:16:34,960 Between quarantine and leave of absence, 297 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:37,400 we spent maybe two months together, this year. 298 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:38,760 I'm telling you: 299 00:16:38,840 --> 00:16:41,240 I'll cheat on you with the new nurse. 300 00:16:41,320 --> 00:16:43,480 I warned you, didn't I? 301 00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:46,480 Kisses, my love. Bye. 302 00:16:47,800 --> 00:16:48,800 CALL ENDED 303 00:17:03,360 --> 00:17:05,360 There are no criticalities, 304 00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:06,880 I'll scan you again in a few days. 305 00:17:06,960 --> 00:17:10,280 No, I'll call you if I need it. 306 00:17:10,360 --> 00:17:12,280 No, I'll call you and you'll update me. 307 00:17:13,120 --> 00:17:14,480 And use the oxygen, tonight. 308 00:17:16,040 --> 00:17:17,640 I'll check on you later. 309 00:17:53,920 --> 00:17:56,320 -Ehi, honey. -I fucked up. 310 00:17:56,400 --> 00:17:59,120 I took off my glasses and mask with the gloves on. 311 00:17:59,200 --> 00:18:00,640 What do I do, now? 312 00:18:02,240 --> 00:18:03,840 You have to quarantine! 313 00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:06,040 We can't afford any risks. 314 00:18:06,120 --> 00:18:08,400 Why am I so stupid? 315 00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:10,240 We're already short-staffed. 316 00:18:10,320 --> 00:18:12,320 The test is going to be negative, 317 00:18:12,400 --> 00:18:13,840 and when you'll be back 318 00:18:13,920 --> 00:18:15,720 we'll need someone rested. 319 00:18:15,800 --> 00:18:17,480 You tell the others, okay? 320 00:18:17,560 --> 00:18:19,320 -Please. -Yes. 321 00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:27,720 -What happened? She touched anything? -She hasn't followed the procedure. 322 00:18:27,800 --> 00:18:30,080 No, shut up. Don't say it. 323 00:18:33,560 --> 00:18:35,720 I won't lose my breath over it. 324 00:18:36,480 --> 00:18:39,280 After 14 hours, I only want to go out. 325 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:51,440 -Can we stop avoiding each other? -Of course. 326 00:18:52,520 --> 00:18:55,960 Do you want to sleep over? Until you leave, we can fuck. 327 00:18:56,680 --> 00:18:57,760 Are you serious? 328 00:18:57,840 --> 00:19:02,600 You jerk, I won't sleep with you anymore. You should've thought about that before. 329 00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:06,480 But I can think about the truce. 330 00:19:06,560 --> 00:19:08,760 It's not easy to avoid you. 331 00:19:10,280 --> 00:19:11,200 I'm sorry. 332 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:14,320 I didn't want to put you in trouble. 333 00:19:17,040 --> 00:19:18,280 Leave it. 334 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:21,120 Talking about my problems with all that's going on... 335 00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:22,800 is ridiculous. 336 00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:36,120 It's crazy trying to determine who made which kind of mistake in a pandemic. 337 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:37,680 It's what we're asked to do. 338 00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:40,880 Great. No mistake was made, then. 339 00:19:41,600 --> 00:19:43,080 Dr. Russo... 340 00:19:44,360 --> 00:19:45,480 No mistakes? 341 00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:49,400 -It has to be plausible. -You can say otherwise? 342 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,640 Don't think so. You were in high places 343 00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:54,360 handling money, I'm guessing. And you? 344 00:19:54,440 --> 00:19:56,920 Partially lab, partially talk show. 345 00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:59,320 The Italian leading expert on the virus 346 00:19:59,400 --> 00:20:01,160 and you never entered a ward. 347 00:20:02,640 --> 00:20:05,160 Straightforwardness is contagious. 348 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:09,080 You think certain mistakes could've been avoided? 349 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:11,400 -That they could be predicted? -Of course. 350 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:13,120 Looking back now. 351 00:20:23,760 --> 00:20:24,640 How's it going? 352 00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:27,960 What happened? 353 00:20:28,040 --> 00:20:31,200 I'm taking five between the disasters in my life. 354 00:20:31,280 --> 00:20:33,400 It's still bad, at home? 355 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:35,560 Davide sent me this video. 356 00:20:37,120 --> 00:20:39,880 If you leave me alone I'll empty the pantry 357 00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:40,800 Cool. 358 00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:41,720 I'll eat snacks 359 00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:43,280 He's promising. 360 00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:45,120 Isn't he? 361 00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:48,480 He does these things with Davide only. 362 00:20:48,560 --> 00:20:50,760 He barely talks with me, let alone singing. 363 00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:53,600 Then again, I left him as soon as I had him in foster care. 364 00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:56,280 What did I expect? 365 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:58,400 He'll understand. 366 00:20:58,480 --> 00:21:02,720 He knows you've been stuck here with us for months, fighting COVID. 367 00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:04,960 Knowing it is not enough, at his age. 368 00:21:08,800 --> 00:21:11,000 Which is the other disaster? The investigation? 369 00:21:11,640 --> 00:21:13,320 I don't know what to expect. 370 00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:15,280 What will affect the verdict? 371 00:21:15,360 --> 00:21:17,040 The missing supplies, 372 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:20,280 the shifts all over the place... Cause they've all been issues. 373 00:21:20,360 --> 00:21:23,120 But there never was neglect or willful misconduct. 374 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:25,000 Even Caruso says it's a mere formality. 375 00:21:25,080 --> 00:21:28,200 But it'll take months. And something could go wrong anyways. 376 00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:33,200 If I was the chief, it would all be different. 377 00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:38,800 If Cecilia fires us all, it won't be great for the investigation committee. 378 00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:41,480 Andrea, you can't take the chance of accepting Caruso's offer. 379 00:21:41,560 --> 00:21:43,760 There's people saying yes to harder challenges. 380 00:21:43,840 --> 00:21:46,960 If I make a mistake, I lose the job, not my life. 381 00:21:48,720 --> 00:21:50,520 Anyway, I'm by your side. 382 00:21:51,720 --> 00:21:54,520 Whichever decision you make. But don't do it for me. 383 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:57,840 Investigation will go as it has to. Worst scenario is me staying on the floor. 384 00:21:57,920 --> 00:22:00,840 It's not serious. I don't risk my life either. 385 00:22:31,600 --> 00:22:33,240 What's up? 386 00:22:33,960 --> 00:22:35,400 Today food wasn't bad. 387 00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:38,520 You fancy a walk? 388 00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:41,520 No, thanks. I don't feel like it. 389 00:22:42,880 --> 00:22:46,840 You said you'd do everything for your family. 390 00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:50,880 You almost convinced me to accept a rather risky challenge. 391 00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:53,440 -Then what happened? -I saw you at the cafeteria. 392 00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:55,440 You went there to eat behind my back? 393 00:22:55,520 --> 00:22:56,560 How dare you! 394 00:22:56,640 --> 00:22:58,680 You think I don't care about my family? 395 00:22:58,760 --> 00:23:00,360 Go on, measure my blood sugar level! 396 00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:03,680 -Go on, measure it! -Why were you there? Tell me. 397 00:23:03,760 --> 00:23:05,160 I was walking. 398 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:08,000 Too much sedentariness is bad. You told me so! 399 00:23:08,080 --> 00:23:09,440 And now I'm tired. 400 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:13,560 So much that I don't remember since when I've been here. 401 00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:20,960 I don't know you with your challenge, but I'll win mine. 402 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:32,680 Come in! 403 00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:36,400 Kidane. 404 00:23:37,080 --> 00:23:38,200 You need a consult? 405 00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:41,840 I need it for myself. 406 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:43,760 Go ahead, I'm listening. 407 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:48,840 I had a panic attack. 408 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:50,840 And it's not the first one. 409 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:54,600 I thought they would stop when we'd be back to normal, but that's not the case. 410 00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:56,840 Have a seat. 411 00:23:57,600 --> 00:23:58,800 Breathe. 412 00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:01,560 It's no big deal and there's nothing wrong with it. 413 00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:04,200 You know how many doctors suffered from them only here? 414 00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:05,600 So many. 415 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:06,880 It's like after war. 416 00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:08,440 We're COVID vets. 417 00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:13,240 That's why the polyclinic provided its staff with a therapist 418 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,440 with expertise in PTSD. 419 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:17,400 Her name is Lucia Ferrari. 420 00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:20,000 She's young, but very talented. I'll make an appointment. 421 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:21,400 Thanks. 422 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:24,320 Thanks, but-- 423 00:24:25,680 --> 00:24:27,040 I'm leaving soon. 424 00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:30,400 And I don't want to start a therapy. 425 00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:35,080 I want an emergency treatment for there, in case it happens again. 426 00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:36,120 You want drugs? 427 00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:38,920 -Yes. -But it makes no sense 428 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:41,760 to treat the symptom without facing the cause, 429 00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:45,400 so you do both or I won't give you the drugs. 430 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:54,960 FIRST AND LAST NAME 431 00:24:55,040 --> 00:24:56,560 MEDICAL CONDITION 432 00:24:56,640 --> 00:24:58,280 It's Mr. Addison's disease? 433 00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:02,600 Butt out, Mr. Prefrontal Cortex Injury. 434 00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:05,320 It wasn't hard to guess. You've been talking for months. 435 00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:07,840 And that's the only thing we did. 436 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,440 We never met. 437 00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:12,040 Even though it's no more my patient. 438 00:25:12,120 --> 00:25:15,200 And since we're back to normal, we talk even less. 439 00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:16,920 It's a shame. 440 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:19,480 Right. That's why I decided to go visiting him. 441 00:25:19,560 --> 00:25:21,080 What do you think? 442 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:25,520 If he never asked you for a date after all this time, 443 00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,640 there's something going on. 444 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:30,200 Or he's just very shy. 445 00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:33,240 -Very shy. -Very shy. 446 00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:37,240 It's true you'll be chief again? 447 00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:38,200 Who told you so? 448 00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:44,760 I said it because you seemed pretty sure. 449 00:25:47,120 --> 00:25:48,280 I'd like to, yes. 450 00:25:49,360 --> 00:25:51,240 I'd want our ward to stay the same. 451 00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:55,200 But if you don't pass the test, you won't be a doctor anymore. 452 00:25:55,280 --> 00:25:57,320 -Who told you so? -Teresa. 453 00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:01,600 You're worse than country big mouths. 454 00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:03,000 No, we're a family. 455 00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:06,040 A great one, with no secrets. 456 00:26:06,120 --> 00:26:08,240 That's why we tell you that you can't accept it. 457 00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:11,440 If I don't accept, Cecilia will be chief and take you down. 458 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:12,680 Yeah. 459 00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:15,880 The fuck she does. I'm under contract. 460 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:17,720 They don't want me? They have to fire me. 461 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:21,560 And I have the disabled card, so-- They don't stand a chance. 462 00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,520 -And you? -I'll stay until it's needed. 463 00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:30,360 Cecilia will have to settle for your head. 464 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:33,120 -Blue dog. -Blue dog. 465 00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:40,120 Look alive, he's a spy. 466 00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:41,480 I think so too. 467 00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:43,040 You're being paranoid. 468 00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:45,360 He's just one who minds his business. 469 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:54,000 Maybe it's time you tell us what really scares you. 470 00:26:55,680 --> 00:26:58,480 You think your husband won't make it this time either. 471 00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:00,080 He won't ever make it. 472 00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:07,640 He seems very determined to make it. 473 00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:08,760 With words, yes. 474 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:13,600 But you don't know it. It took years for him to get clean. 475 00:27:15,880 --> 00:27:17,960 From what? 476 00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:21,120 We met when he was in rehab. 477 00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,560 But he was getting out of it, he was fine. 478 00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:26,840 We fell in love. 479 00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:29,600 He was very sweet, funny... 480 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:32,080 Skinny as a rail. 481 00:27:38,120 --> 00:27:41,240 I didn't know he stopped and started using again three times, 482 00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:43,480 and while we were together, 483 00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:45,240 after the rehab, 484 00:27:45,320 --> 00:27:46,440 he had a relapse. 485 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:49,760 He overdosed. 486 00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:52,960 He didn't die only because I came back to tell him I was pregnant. 487 00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:55,040 Our daughter saved him. 488 00:27:55,120 --> 00:27:56,720 Them and later on. 489 00:27:57,440 --> 00:27:58,880 He stopped for her. 490 00:27:58,960 --> 00:28:01,720 If he managed to stop using, he'll make it with sugar as well. 491 00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:04,640 No. The issue never went away. 492 00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,520 He won't admit it, but he's never overcome his addiction. 493 00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:08,880 He transferred it on food. 494 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:12,320 I didn't care he got fat. 495 00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:14,520 I cared about him. 496 00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:16,920 Then the diabetes and the first coma. 497 00:28:17,560 --> 00:28:20,600 I try to help him, but I can't control him all day long. 498 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:21,960 Now the risk is too high. 499 00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:24,280 If he comes back home, he will relapse. 500 00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:29,160 Help me find a cure that doesn't rely on his will only. 501 00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:30,400 I beg you. 502 00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:36,160 A psychiatrist may help him face his addiction, but therapy needs time. 503 00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:38,440 It's not something you solve with drugs. 504 00:28:38,520 --> 00:28:42,320 He can take them, but alongside therapy, of course. 505 00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:45,440 He decided he can make it if he follows this path. 506 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:47,000 His wife says he won't. 507 00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:48,120 She's scared. 508 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,560 The problem is if she's right, next time may be his last. 509 00:28:51,640 --> 00:28:53,640 Why don't you go surgical? 510 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:57,760 With a gastric bypass, he can be well without too much upheaval. 511 00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:01,600 Except for a rather invasive surgery. 512 00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:03,400 Yeah, but I'd let him choose. 513 00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:07,600 But I am his doctor, and I don't trust patients' judgement. 514 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:09,400 Yes, but he can definitely... 515 00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:10,400 He's in a coma again. 516 00:29:14,360 --> 00:29:15,400 Let's see what happens. 517 00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:25,120 What? 518 00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:28,960 Okay, I'll talk with the therapist. 519 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:31,880 But you give me the support medication. 520 00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:33,880 I'll make an appointment. 521 00:29:38,760 --> 00:29:42,800 Prepare hypotonic fluid infusion and insulin. I'll check the blood sugar. 522 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:46,680 So much for making it. 523 00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:48,960 His daughter was right, he's been eating in secret. 524 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:50,320 It's impossible, we spoke. 525 00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:51,560 Never trust an addict. 526 00:29:57,480 --> 00:29:58,720 I'm ready. 527 00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:01,640 No, wait! He's not hyperosmolar. 528 00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:02,760 He's hypoglycemic. 529 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:05,240 We're losing him. I'll look for an amp of glucose. 530 00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:07,640 Carmine, stay with us! 531 00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:14,200 How could a hyperglycemic patient almost die for hypoglycemia? 532 00:30:14,920 --> 00:30:17,160 -Well? -We don't know yet. 533 00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:18,800 We had to wake him up first. 534 00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:21,720 There's only one explanation: you got the treatment wrong. 535 00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:23,080 Maybe too much insulin. 536 00:30:23,160 --> 00:30:26,040 Either way, it's my responsibility. No need to find a guilty party. 537 00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:28,000 You need to find the mistake. 538 00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:30,960 I'll speak to his wife. 539 00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:36,360 We got nothing wrong, I'm positive. 540 00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:37,520 Something happened. 541 00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:39,760 Take the record and recheck everything. 542 00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:42,040 Have you tried changing perspective? 543 00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:44,920 Maybe the issue is not too many drugs, but too little food. 544 00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:46,680 The diet is calibrated on him. 545 00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:48,800 You sure the patient ate at all? 546 00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:53,960 Addicts usually don't make renunciations but drastically. 547 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:57,360 By completely eliminating their addiction, in this case food. 548 00:30:58,200 --> 00:30:59,920 Zucchini, thanks. 549 00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,520 It's always nice to eat with you. 550 00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:06,840 Some eggplant, thanks. 551 00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:14,080 What happened? 552 00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:16,680 You were throwing food away. 553 00:31:16,760 --> 00:31:20,040 As far as possible so we didn't find it. That's why you were down. 554 00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:32,200 Forgive me. 555 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:47,320 Fasting made his glycaemia fall down. 556 00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:51,920 I should've noticed it before. Yesterday, he was edgy and sleepy. 557 00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:53,880 He already was mildly hypoglycemic. 558 00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:55,400 Why didn't you notice it? 559 00:31:55,480 --> 00:31:56,760 I was a fool. 560 00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:58,920 I thought he could make it on his own, 561 00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,240 but not that he could do it the wrong way, 562 00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:02,640 by not eating at all. 563 00:32:02,720 --> 00:32:05,560 At least now we know we did nothing wrong. 564 00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:06,760 Run a full blood panel. 565 00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:09,920 I'll check with Surgery about that gastric bypass, 566 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:11,560 like Cesconi suggested. 567 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:18,280 You were kind to highlight it, but I don't have the copyright. 568 00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:25,960 The mistake is always in the method. 569 00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:28,560 Basing on the relationship to treat the patient. 570 00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:30,920 And you can't wait to use it against me. 571 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:33,120 I'm interested in the mistake, not who made it. 572 00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:37,600 Come see Caruso as soon as you can. 573 00:32:45,960 --> 00:32:48,200 Riccardo says Tedeschi wants to set you up. 574 00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:53,560 I think it's a little better than that. 575 00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:56,840 I think she only wants to understand the mistakes made. 576 00:32:56,920 --> 00:32:59,240 You could avoid telling them, 577 00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:00,520 like everybody did. 578 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:06,840 But there wasn't everybody, that day. 579 00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:35,080 Gastric bypass is doable. 580 00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:36,600 Thanks. 581 00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:38,480 What is exactly? 582 00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:42,880 To simplify, it's the creation of a gastric diversion 583 00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:45,400 which is linked directly to the small bowel. 584 00:33:45,480 --> 00:33:49,400 The total weight loss can go up to 60%, 585 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:55,040 and in patients with type-2 diabetes in most case there is a disease remission. 586 00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:58,360 -Why didn't I do it before? -It's always surgery. 587 00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:02,280 The essential thing you have to understand is another one. 588 00:34:02,360 --> 00:34:06,160 After surgery, you won't start eating everything again. 589 00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:10,880 You have to strictly adhere to an adequate food regime. 590 00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:15,880 If not so, in more than 40% of the cases, there's long-term failure. 591 00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:19,720 Okay. May we go back to what you said before? 592 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:22,440 It'll be easier to follow a less strict diet without the fear 593 00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:23,560 of glucose spikes. 594 00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,200 That's very important for me. 595 00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:28,720 And you'll have time to face the problem from the psychological point of view. 596 00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:32,160 It's like declaring failure beforehand. 597 00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:36,560 I can't make it on my own. 598 00:34:36,640 --> 00:34:39,200 Who said we should make it on our own? 599 00:34:39,280 --> 00:34:41,120 It's more important 600 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:43,840 to live life to the fullest. 601 00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:45,080 Yes. 602 00:34:45,160 --> 00:34:48,160 I agree. I shall let you think about it. 603 00:34:48,240 --> 00:34:50,560 Let me know what you decide. 604 00:34:50,640 --> 00:34:53,240 In case, we'll have to give your bed to someone else. 605 00:34:53,920 --> 00:34:54,920 Have a good day. 606 00:34:59,400 --> 00:35:00,400 Martelli's style. 607 00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:05,400 What do you think it went wrong while dealing with COVID? 608 00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:10,240 Apart from the two, three deaths per day? 609 00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:14,640 Did you notice any mistakes in managing the ward? 610 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,320 We didn't have time to understand what we were doing wrong. 611 00:35:18,880 --> 00:35:19,720 But... 612 00:35:20,240 --> 00:35:22,760 The truth is... 613 00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:25,800 Each one of those deaths 614 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,720 was a mistake we'll have to live with forever. 615 00:35:45,720 --> 00:35:48,440 -How's she doing? -Better. She'll make it. 616 00:35:59,240 --> 00:36:01,760 Why you look at me like that? Her vitals have been better... 617 00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:03,000 Considering her age... 618 00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:05,120 Maybe Giulia's vitals are getting better, 619 00:36:07,280 --> 00:36:08,760 but the baby... 620 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:11,000 I'm sorry. 621 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:13,000 I'll schedule the scrape. 622 00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,360 I'm sorry, Giulia. 623 00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:35,000 I'm so sorry. 624 00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:39,080 You have to fight back now. 625 00:36:39,160 --> 00:36:41,240 The ward needs you. 626 00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:43,680 Lorenzo needs you. I need you. 627 00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:57,960 Alba, tell me. 628 00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:00,920 I got tested after 10 days. Still positive. 629 00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:03,600 I'm sorry, Doc. 630 00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:06,400 I'm an idiot. 631 00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:08,760 Don't worry. Don't think about it. 632 00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,760 Maybe you got infected at the hospital. How are you doing? 633 00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,640 Well. I'm asymptomatic. 634 00:37:14,720 --> 00:37:17,440 I'm going at my mother's, so I can take care of her. 635 00:37:17,520 --> 00:37:18,720 Okay, keep me up to date. 636 00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,560 Edoardo, what's up? Any issues? 637 00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:31,240 Good morning to you too. 638 00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:33,280 We've got as many issues as you want. 639 00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:35,360 I called you to get a glimpse of the ward. 640 00:37:37,360 --> 00:37:38,840 So you don't die of nostalgia. 641 00:37:39,600 --> 00:37:41,520 Wait a second. 642 00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:42,920 I can't believe it. 643 00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:44,800 You called me to check on me? 644 00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:47,280 Not to check on you. 645 00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:49,760 To see how you're doing. It's a little different. 646 00:37:49,840 --> 00:37:52,120 You're there all alone, so I thought-- 647 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:55,680 Why you make it sound like it's a shame? 648 00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:59,800 Because now you should take care of people dying. 649 00:37:59,880 --> 00:38:02,000 And not kiss your chief's ass. 650 00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:04,840 Come on, don't be offended! 651 00:38:04,920 --> 00:38:07,600 You know why you can't make me mad? 652 00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:11,200 Because I know exactly what you're doing. But it doesn't work with me. 653 00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:13,640 I don't understand. What do you mean? 654 00:38:13,720 --> 00:38:15,440 You reckon you're going to die. 655 00:38:15,520 --> 00:38:17,200 Am I right? 656 00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:19,560 And now you're being a bitch with me 657 00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:22,240 to keep me away, so I don't grieve too much. 658 00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:24,800 Bullshit! 659 00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:28,240 You did exactly the same with your daughter. 660 00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:34,760 -I'm scared, Edoardo. -I know. 661 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:36,640 I'm scared too. 662 00:38:36,720 --> 00:38:39,840 And I'm not infected yet. But listen carefully, Fabrizia. 663 00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:42,680 I'm certain this fear will be important for you. 664 00:38:42,760 --> 00:38:47,960 Because it'll make you do everything you need to fight this disease. You hear me? 665 00:39:01,480 --> 00:39:03,320 Easy. Lay down. 666 00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:27,400 Look at what I found while looking for the scissors. 667 00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:31,240 And I wondered, 668 00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,920 who keeps their daughter's pics in the kitchen drawer? 669 00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:38,400 Well-- 670 00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:52,320 Someone who wants to see them every day. 671 00:39:57,320 --> 00:39:59,640 Then it's true, what Valenti said. 672 00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:04,080 You kept me away my whole life 673 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:07,960 so I didn't miss you while you were in the US. 674 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:13,280 At the risk of grieving you too. 675 00:40:14,320 --> 00:40:16,040 It's bullshit, isn't it? 676 00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,640 A big one. 677 00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:24,680 You know when I felt it? 678 00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:29,680 The first time you entered 679 00:40:30,720 --> 00:40:32,400 the OR. 680 00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:35,000 I was so proud. 681 00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:38,960 You father has never forgiven me 682 00:40:40,160 --> 00:40:42,520 for everything I missed about you. 683 00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:46,800 And he was right about that. 684 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:49,280 I'm stubborn. 685 00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:52,400 Yet, what have I achieved? 686 00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:57,640 What's your favorite color? I don't know. 687 00:41:00,240 --> 00:41:02,800 I really wanted to go on holiday with you. 688 00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:04,680 But nothing. 689 00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:12,000 And your first crush? I wasn't there. 690 00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,360 I wasn't there, sorry. Forgive me. 691 00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:17,520 I'm sorry. 692 00:41:18,520 --> 00:41:20,240 I'm sorry. 693 00:41:22,920 --> 00:41:26,040 We're going to make up for lost time. 694 00:41:27,200 --> 00:41:28,040 Okay? 695 00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:30,440 Then we're going at dad's. 696 00:41:31,240 --> 00:41:32,800 And we're talking with him together. 697 00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:37,200 It's not true he's never forgiven you. 698 00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:49,600 Easy, easy. 699 00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:14,040 -Well? -They just left with her. 700 00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:15,920 Give her an oxygen helmet. 701 00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:17,720 Yes, don't worry. We're ready. 702 00:42:17,800 --> 00:42:20,760 Ricca, she apologized for everything. 703 00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:23,320 We made up. 704 00:42:24,160 --> 00:42:25,360 Only you could've done it. 705 00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:28,400 You literally tore down Martelli's armor. 706 00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:31,000 I think the whole polyclinic will be grateful for that. 707 00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:32,640 Hey. 708 00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:36,000 I'm proud of you. 709 00:42:47,680 --> 00:42:48,600 Everything okay? 710 00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:53,320 Let's say so. Except for Tedeschi, who grilled me about COVID. 711 00:42:58,360 --> 00:42:59,680 Okay, I have a proposal. 712 00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:04,880 Why don't we all go for a drink like the old days to exorcize everything? 713 00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:07,080 I can't. I'm on call. 714 00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:09,600 And I have a date. 715 00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:10,520 Bye. 716 00:43:14,440 --> 00:43:15,400 Listen. 717 00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:17,840 Tonight my roommate 718 00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:21,640 is making cacio e pepe with Pecorino her grandma brought from Rome. 719 00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:23,840 Want to come over? 720 00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:37,360 Try swallowing it with that. 721 00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:42,240 A beer would be better to celebrate, but it wasn't the case. 722 00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:47,560 -Celebrate what? -You being alive. 723 00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:57,600 I found lots of recipes for sugar-free sweets. They seem good. 724 00:43:57,680 --> 00:43:58,800 They are. 725 00:44:01,040 --> 00:44:02,720 Sweets are not the issue. 726 00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:06,840 Alessia is right. I'm an addict. 727 00:44:07,720 --> 00:44:09,360 A total failure. 728 00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:11,760 After surgery, even my children 729 00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:14,360 will be totally ashamed of me. 730 00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:15,960 I think it's the other way around. 731 00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:20,160 You acknowledge your limits. 732 00:44:20,960 --> 00:44:22,520 You have a family that loves you. 733 00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:25,800 You are no failure. 734 00:44:31,720 --> 00:44:33,800 And what about your challenge? 735 00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:39,520 I too have to acknowledge my limits. 736 00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:43,280 But I have a sort of family that support me as well. 737 00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:47,120 Besides, you don't have to make it on your own. 738 00:44:47,240 --> 00:44:50,040 From time to time you can listen to reason. 739 00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:52,800 But it's not my thing. 740 00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:10,120 Hey. 741 00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:14,560 You're not very happy to see me. 742 00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:18,240 No, no. I just didn't expect it. 743 00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:21,040 I didn't think you had time 744 00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:23,800 for ex patients. That's all. 745 00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:26,360 But you're not just a patient of mine. 746 00:45:26,960 --> 00:45:27,880 You know that. 747 00:45:30,680 --> 00:45:33,880 I'm happy to see you. You're so... 748 00:45:34,920 --> 00:45:35,920 alive! 749 00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:40,800 I'm happy to see you too. 750 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:42,800 Will you let me in? 751 00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:47,280 My father's here. 752 00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:50,240 He's not well. 753 00:45:50,320 --> 00:45:52,480 I was looking after him. 754 00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:55,000 I'm sorry. I didn't-- 755 00:45:55,080 --> 00:45:57,640 I am sorry. I should've called. 756 00:45:57,720 --> 00:45:59,280 And-- 757 00:45:59,360 --> 00:46:01,760 Maybe next time. Bye. 758 00:46:10,320 --> 00:46:11,440 It was great to see you. 759 00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:13,520 Thanks. 760 00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:24,720 It's not my fault 761 00:46:25,720 --> 00:46:29,400 I am silence 762 00:46:30,720 --> 00:46:35,320 I put to rest the secret voice 763 00:46:35,400 --> 00:46:39,480 Asking for help 764 00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:50,080 Why you never told me you can play and sing? 765 00:46:50,680 --> 00:46:52,200 I don't know. 766 00:46:52,720 --> 00:46:54,480 -It's-- -Wow! 767 00:46:55,400 --> 00:46:56,520 Whatever. 768 00:46:57,120 --> 00:46:58,360 Actually-- 769 00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:03,640 There's something else I didn't tell you. Well-- 770 00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:08,920 During that nightmare, 771 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:11,280 you never stopped, and-- 772 00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:17,720 I was holding onto you to keep going. 773 00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:22,320 Then along it came 774 00:47:24,000 --> 00:47:25,680 the saddest day of all. 775 00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:28,160 -Lorenzo. -Yes. 776 00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:32,240 I don't know how to explain it, 777 00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:35,520 but that day something in me cracked. 778 00:47:38,640 --> 00:47:40,240 That day, you held my hand, 779 00:47:40,320 --> 00:47:41,200 and-- 780 00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:44,960 It's you who held me together until the end. 781 00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:49,920 I'm sorry. 782 00:47:51,000 --> 00:47:53,200 I didn't invite you to dinner to cry all over you. 783 00:47:53,280 --> 00:47:54,360 I know that. 784 00:47:55,640 --> 00:47:59,160 You invited me over as a test subject for your cooking. 785 00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:01,320 That's right. 786 00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:06,680 We held each other together. 787 00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:18,760 No, no-- 788 00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:22,640 I can't. 789 00:48:24,240 --> 00:48:27,200 I can't. I shouldn't have come here. 790 00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:29,000 You should. 791 00:48:29,720 --> 00:48:30,640 Look at me. 792 00:48:32,920 --> 00:48:34,920 I really like you, you know. 793 00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:38,040 And even though you'll never admit it, we are a good fit. 794 00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:45,720 Caro, you are-- 795 00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:49,040 You're beautiful. 796 00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:53,200 But you don't know what Alba means to me. 797 00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:57,400 I-- I can't do that. 798 00:49:12,520 --> 00:49:13,560 Honey. 799 00:49:13,640 --> 00:49:15,560 You pulled another all-nighter? 800 00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:19,520 Why you didn't tell me you were coming home? 801 00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:21,080 I wanted to surprise you. 802 00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:25,560 And you did. I'm very surprised. 803 00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:29,640 No, no. Wait. 804 00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:33,240 Let's save this lift-up for another time. 805 00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:34,360 Thanks. 806 00:49:55,840 --> 00:49:57,680 -Hi. -Hey. 807 00:49:58,480 --> 00:49:59,640 Guess where I am. 808 00:49:59,720 --> 00:50:01,640 Not outside my door. 809 00:50:01,720 --> 00:50:03,120 Sorry for earlier. 810 00:50:04,000 --> 00:50:06,360 You know, my mother makes me nervous. 811 00:50:06,440 --> 00:50:07,520 You don't know mine. 812 00:50:08,680 --> 00:50:11,200 Anyway, now I've got time to talk. 813 00:50:11,280 --> 00:50:12,840 I went up to the terrace. 814 00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:14,920 I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood for talking. 815 00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:16,960 Come on, tell me anything you want. 816 00:50:17,040 --> 00:50:21,000 Maybe about that puppy you wanted me to adopt. 817 00:50:23,560 --> 00:50:25,280 It's a mutt. 818 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,040 He has one blue eye 819 00:50:27,120 --> 00:50:29,840 and a tender look. You'd like him. 820 00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:50,400 PSYCHOLOGIST 821 00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:20,720 SEE YOU IN THE WARD. I'M ARRANGING A RED CARPET. 822 00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:26,720 The ambulance never got here and I don't know where she is. 823 00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:28,080 Alba said she may need ICU. 824 00:51:28,160 --> 00:51:30,840 -Maybe she's in another ward. -Try. 825 00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:39,000 Antonio, take this to Elisa. 826 00:51:39,080 --> 00:51:39,920 Thanks. 827 00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:42,080 -How are you doing? -Well. 828 00:51:42,160 --> 00:51:44,760 Giulia and the baby? 829 00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:48,040 Vitals are getting better. 830 00:51:48,120 --> 00:51:49,840 She'll make it, I told you. 831 00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:50,800 Thanks, Doc. 832 00:51:52,080 --> 00:51:53,440 Promise me you won't lose them. 833 00:51:54,040 --> 00:51:54,880 Yes. 834 00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:58,600 You focus on resting and getting well. 835 00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:01,440 -Of course. -Bye. 836 00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:05,240 I'm calling from Ambrosiano. 837 00:52:05,320 --> 00:52:08,840 Can you tell me if Fabrizia Martelli was admitted there? 838 00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:11,440 Maybe Martelli was brought to another hospital. 839 00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:13,920 She's here, but she's cyanotic. 840 00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:15,600 -Yes. -We don't have an ICU. 841 00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:19,840 An ambulance is arriving. Keep her ready. Okay? 842 00:52:28,040 --> 00:52:29,440 Go, go, go! 843 00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:31,480 ICU, immediately! 844 00:52:31,560 --> 00:52:32,720 Go, go! 845 00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:34,120 Hurry up! 846 00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:36,480 Fuck, she's coding! 847 00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:38,040 Open everything up! 848 00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:41,680 Feet out! 849 00:53:14,680 --> 00:53:15,880 Alba. 850 00:53:20,360 --> 00:53:21,240 How are you doing? 851 00:53:22,920 --> 00:53:24,000 Well. 852 00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:25,680 It was a long journey. 853 00:53:27,080 --> 00:53:30,120 Me and dad took her ashes to my grandparents. 854 00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:45,640 Hey. Come here. 855 00:53:46,440 --> 00:53:48,160 Let me hug you, baby! 856 00:54:06,320 --> 00:54:07,480 Hey. 857 00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:08,600 Hey. 858 00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:13,160 I'm sorry, but where did you find it? 859 00:54:13,240 --> 00:54:14,480 In the chapel. 860 00:54:15,080 --> 00:54:17,600 I'll bring it back before Mass, I swear. 861 00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:22,600 Shall we? 862 00:54:26,280 --> 00:54:27,280 Ric. 863 00:54:27,360 --> 00:54:30,520 -You should take it away right now. -Okay. 864 00:54:31,360 --> 00:54:33,920 -Welcome back. -Thanks. 865 00:54:38,880 --> 00:54:39,840 Alba. 866 00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:42,200 You're back. 867 00:54:57,080 --> 00:54:59,120 I'm really happy you're chief now. 868 00:55:01,880 --> 00:55:04,040 That's what she would've wanted. 869 00:55:05,720 --> 00:55:06,760 Erm-- 870 00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:09,080 What did the patient decide about the surgery? 871 00:55:09,160 --> 00:55:10,920 -He'll have it. -Good. 872 00:55:24,960 --> 00:55:27,720 I got a call from a medical equipment company. 873 00:55:27,800 --> 00:55:30,480 They sent me a quote asked by Tedeschi. 874 00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:32,120 A fully equipped infectology lab. 875 00:55:32,200 --> 00:55:35,320 Molecular testing devices, CT scan, 876 00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:37,840 3D extremity scanner and whatnot. 877 00:55:37,920 --> 00:55:40,200 -All for our ward. -What a bitch. 878 00:55:40,280 --> 00:55:43,640 So much for method, procedures and error containment. 879 00:55:44,760 --> 00:55:45,640 You don't get it? 880 00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:51,400 Cecilia is stuck with the whole team, but she'll tear apart internal medicine. 881 00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:55,080 This ward will be a sorting office for all incoming patients. 882 00:55:57,440 --> 00:55:58,800 No, Andrea. 883 00:55:58,880 --> 00:56:02,040 We already talked about that. You made the right choice. 884 00:56:03,640 --> 00:56:04,600 No. 885 00:56:05,840 --> 00:56:07,560 I made the reasonable one. 886 00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:13,280 I won't stay here to fight for you. 887 00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:14,400 I'm warning you! 888 00:56:16,760 --> 00:56:18,080 CHIEF MEDICAL OFFICER 889 00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:24,480 Here again? I feel like you're nature but also nurture. 890 00:56:25,360 --> 00:56:26,800 -Tell me. -I'm in. 891 00:56:27,680 --> 00:56:28,960 I'll be chief again. 892 00:56:30,560 --> 00:56:33,280 -Despite the terms? -I don't give a fuck about them. 893 00:56:34,480 --> 00:56:35,360 Well, Fanti. 894 00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:37,960 You got a lot of nerve. 895 00:56:40,120 --> 00:56:41,080 Godspeed. 896 00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:42,560 Thanks. 897 00:57:01,640 --> 00:57:02,840 We have a problem. 898 00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:07,040 Names, events, characters are fictitious. Any similarity is coincidental. 899 00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:24,400 Subtitles Translated by: Andrea Guarino